#Sundaythoughts
So the excitement of 2019 has set in, however in saying that what exactly are we taking from 2018 into 2019..
More unfulfilled resolutions???
Lessons???
Blessings???
Pain and Hurt???
Healing???
Revenge???
Forgiveness???
Listen beloved known and unknown to me..
I am almost certain each and everyone off you that is going to read this has been through something, some sort of hurt in some little and not so little way, someone you trusted shattered that trust, someone you loved trashed your heart and your good name, someone’s you thought you could rely on showed you that when it comes down to it, the truth does not matter… Saving face does!!!
That no matter how much you loved and cared for them, they will knowingly take a sugarcoated lie forward and give it residence in their heads and an unpaid fully fledged tour into the ears of insignificant others, rather than clearing up dishonestly rented space to accommodate the bitter sweet truth..
Blue can never be anything but blue, right???
Honestly…
Why does it matter???
What should it matter???
Why let it define you???
How does allowing someone’s opinion of you, define you, your character or your worth, have you forgotten that it is, what it is, just their opinion???
Truth is, you and your emotions will get roughed up in an uncanny way, you will be judged for being real and your worth that is envied will be trashed to almost nothing…
THAT is where faith/imaan sets in…
Are you forgetting who controls it all?
Are you forgetting that only and only does dignity and respect come from ALMIGHTY❤️
Only ALMIGHTY has the power to give, take, name and shame…
Yes sadly jealousy is real, but as human we cannot push aside that doing the right thing no matter what should always take presidence..
Never let doing the right thing come with limitation of what truth is shown, the truth has every right to a public appearance…
Watering a “lie seed” just to protect someone does not help them, because believe me you really have no idea what you have planted until it starts it’s bloom…
We all sow what we reap and i for one am a strong believer that the proof in how one turns out at the end of it all is,
“THE ULTIMATE RESULT OF THAT HARVEST”…
This past year has held nothing but one trial after the other, surprisingly enough, i am almost certain as i have overcome each trial with the utmost respect for and trust in my CREATOR first and then those hurting or trying to break me… So should you have…
Holding onto pain or hurt caused by anyone, is like you drinking poison and expecting the person responsible for your pain to die… Not going to happen!!!
I have become more open to the fact that we are all fighting battles seen and unseen, and everyone deserves a second, third, even millionth chance, after all how many chances are we blessed with daily???
Life is not an easy journey, it really was never meant to be one, the harder the trial the sweeter the reward…
The design will be the outcome of your drawings, only you control the pencil you are sketching out your destiny with…
So instead of what our new years resolutions are going to be, how about we choose commitment rather than resolution, to ourselves and toward those around us…
Are we going to take forward appreciation of our trials and tests with grateful hearts and most importantly are we willing to moving forward free from malice, hard heartedness, venom on our tongues???
Are we going to revenge or let go and let live???
I have made the conscious choice to forgive, move forward with a grateful heart and know that my every step until now and forward has been and is being protected and guided by my one true and only purest form of shadowing, by my RABB, MY LORD, my BELOVED ALLAH, Ameen Ya Rabb 🤲❤️💖🤲…
I refuse to allow trials or pain to define me, I will not allow meaningless lies/words or the actions of anyone to taint my character, I will continue loving, caring and giving…
I will stop at nothing to see a smile on the face of people known and unknown, those who love me but more so those who display hatred toward me…
I will be hopeful that my every tomorrow will be better than my every yesterday and i will be tomorrow the best version of who i was yesterday…
I choose to be consistent in my progression…
Please note anything i say or do is always advice to myself first, but if i can make a difference to one heart or put a smile on just one face, then i know that i have pleased my CREATOR and i have succeeded in being a better me 💖💝❤️💖
#noresolutions
#onlycommitments
#iforgive
#ichoosetolove
#iwillbeabetterme
#hereicome2019
#gratefulfortrials
#makemestronger
