Ridiculed, shamed and judged.. Her entire life went by living a life that was so vile, she wandered daily why her life seemed so messed up. Always wanting to be a good girl, yet ending up a really bad one.. An eight year old girl, was made to mature at that tender age and made to believe it was okay.. Little did she realise it was not okay it was not her fault, it was merely selfishness and evil.. When she tried speaking up, she was shut right down.. Oh how she hated him, how she wished the ground would open up and swallow her whole.. Her zest for life was gone, not that it was ever given a chance to bloom.. She turned 16, oh how cute he was, the perfect guy, the cutest smile, just a total package.. Little did she know all he wanted was to exposed her naiveness.. All he wanted was her body and nothing more, she thought it to be love, to him it was all lust.. It went on for years until he decided to kidnap her and dump her in an unknown environment, a place she had never experienced, a place she had to fight so hard in just not to be used in again.. Dressed in the most inappropriate way, he left her all alone and that was the end of him.. That night walking on a roadway trying to get home, she was found by her family.. Beaten up in a moving car, beaten worst on her arrival home, booted and bruised, they would not stop, she was barely breathing when their tiredness kicked in and her lifeless body lying in a pool of blood in her very own bathroom.. Who gave them the right she asked herself.. But that’s society for you, it was always the girls fault.. Her mom picked up that lifeless body and with her dress wiped away the blood, my child i know you were not wrong but wronged, why didn’t you speak up she asked.. Barely able to talk, she said mom, they wouldn’t give me a chance to talk.. I hate them she cried, and she said, but mom it’s too late.. Years later that beast lost his life, oh and how he lost it too.. She hated him and oh how she did, her first love made her first experience so ugly, that from there that’s all love was to her.. An ugly experience!!!.. And then she found a clown, yeah yeah a clown, but that’s a story for another day.. A man who was so confused, not sure of who he or she or whatever was “giggles”.. Dating sites, oh big mistake, what rubbish on there, until she came across a so called hot guy, a guy in uniform who just had her up in knots.. And how badly that ended.. For years she remained alone, she picked herself up, believed she was better that that and decided no man, but only her mattered.. She became so important that nothing and no man bothered her, until she came across a charming sweet talker, and oh whatta picture he painted, everything a girl wanted to see and hear, little did she know it was just another trap.. A very tempting trap at that.. The more he chased her, the more intrigued she became, eventually giving in.. She gave him the best 10 years of her only to have him leave her for someone he assumed was better.. Like i always say, water your own grass, the patch on the other side could be fake, but he thought he was the bomb, ha ha ha.. A bomb that difused so fast, his head is still spinning.. What goes around really does back ten times faster and harder.. And that chapter she closed.. Two years later, an angel walked into her life, an angel who told her not what he wanted her to hear, but what she needed to hear.. As hard as he was on her, that much harder he loved her.. The man who changed her perception of love.. Love was not meant to be all roses.. But it came with thorns too.. And it was the best two years of her life, getting married secretly, only to lose to him to that dreaded Corona virus, as her heart was broken she remembered his every word, she remembered that good men did exist but she vowed never to love again.. There was after all only one of him.. A year later she is stronger, a better woman, a woman of virtue and substance, a woman who knows that her dignity is most important, a woman who knows not all that glitters is pure gold.. A woman who won’t be taken for a fool again.. She was his woman and she awaits the day, they meet again and spend all of eternity together..
BASED ON A TRUE STORY.. HER IDENTITY PROTECTED FOR PERSONAL REASONS..
