My favourite artists..

Who are your favorite artists?

“Some artists sing to entertain, but others sing to awaken something within you, that is why Maher Zain and Harris J will always be more than just music to me.” 🎵

There are artists who make music, and then there are artists who make meaning. For me, Maher Zain and Harris J fall in the latter. Having worked in media and radio industry, I have had the privilege of meeting them both, and what struck me most was not the fame or the lights that follow them, but their humility. They are the kind of people who remind you that greatness does not always shout, sometimes, it whispers truth wrapped in melody.

Maher Zain has this calm aura, like he is found peace in a noisy world. His music carries that same energy, spiritual yet modern, simple yet profound. Every lyric feels like a prayer disguised as a song. He does not just sing about faith, he lives it. You can feel that authenticity in the way he speaks, smiles, and connects. He has this rare ability to make spirituality sound cool without compromising its essence.

Then there is Harris J, the youthful fire. His energy brings a modern heartbeat to timeless values. He bridges the gap between generations, showing the youth that faith does not have to feel old or heavy. It can be vibrant, joyful, even catchy. He makes you tap your feet while making you think, and that is a rare kind of genius.

Both Maher Zain and Harris J bring light into spaces that often feel dimmed by negativity. They prove that music can uplift without losing its vibe, that you can stay real without selling your soul, and that spirituality can be sung, danced, and felt, all at once.

They are not just artists, they are reminders that faith still has a rhythm, and sometimes, the most powerful sermons are sung, not spoken.

What is my favourite pastime/hobby.. 🌷 Ink Between the Scars..

What is your favorite hobby or pastime?

“Sometimes the soul bleeds in silence, but the ink remembers every ache, every triumph, every whisper of hope.”

Life has a way of shifting the ground beneath our feet, does it not? When I was diagnosed with Kahlers disease, my world slowed to a stillness I did not ask for. The things I once did with ease began to slip from my grasp. Yet, in that stillness, something ancient within me stirred, a spark that had long been waiting to reignite.

Cooking became my comfort, sewing my quiet therapy… but writing, oh, writing became my rebirth.

There is something profoundly healing about stringing words together when everything else feels like it is falling apart. Every sentence I write carries a piece of me, the pain, the hope, the resilience, the rawness. Through writing, I have found a sanctuary where illness does not define me, it refines me.

Each story, each reflection, is a thread of my soul woven into the fabric of survival. Writing allows me to dance between shadows and light, to pour out my fears and fill the emptiness with meaning. It is not just a pastime, it is my pulse on paper, my voice when I cannot speak, my courage stitched into sentences.

And maybe that is the beauty of it, when life strips away everything we thought made us whole, it also gives us the chance to rediscover what truly keeps us alive.

I may be battling my body, but through my words, I have learned to heal my soul.

What would I do if I lost everything.. That is just the thing, I have..

What would you do if you lost all your possessions?

Sometimes life takes everything, not to punish you, but to show you that you were the treasure all along.

What would you do if you lost everything you owned? Most people panic at the thought, losing the things that define their comfort, their identity, their worth. But when you have already lost it all… something shifts inside you. You stop fearing the fall, because you have already met the ground. You learn that sometimes, losing everything is what finally teaches you what truly matters. A grave lesson to me indeed..

When life takes everything from you, your possessions, your people, your plans, it feels like your world has collapsed into silence. You sit in the ruins, surrounded by the ghosts of what once was, and it hurts, not just in your heart, but in your bones. You wonder if you will ever rebuild, or if the pieces left behind are even worth saving. These are thoughts I throw at myself everyday, despite being a crutch to everyone around me, I was stripped of everything, but then..

Something beautiful happens in that stillness. You start to hear the quiet whisper of your own soul, the part of you that never left, even when everything else did. You realize that the things taken from you were never your essence, only your attachments. Your worth was never in what you had, it was always in who you were becoming.

There is a strange freedom in having nothing left to lose. You move differently, softer, but stronger. You stop chasing validation and start craving peace. You build again, this time with intention, not desperation. With love, not fear.

Because now you know, the most sacred things in life cannot be taken. Your resilience. Your heart. Your capacity to love and rise again.

Losing everything does not destroy you, it reintroduces you to yourself. It reminds you that your real home was never in your possessions, but in your spirit.

And when you finally start paving your new path, you do it with a kind of quiet power, the kind that only comes from surviving what tried to break you.

You can strip a soul bare, but you cannot take away its light. From the ashes of loss, a new life always begins.

What issue I have changed my mind on..

What’s a topic or issue about which you’ve changed your mind?

The day I stopped fearing society’s gaze was the day I finally saw myself clearly. Society will never stop talking, but peace begins the day you stop listening.

For a long time, I believed that life was a performance. Every move, every choice, every word spoken needed to be rehearsed for an audience that might never even clap. I was caught in the exhausting loop of “what will people say?” .. A loop that shaped my actions more than my own values did.

But here is what I have learned, society is fickle. Today it applauds you, tomorrow it forgets you, and the day after that it may condemn you for the very thing it once celebrated. Living for society’s approval is like chasing shadows, you will run forever and never catch peace.

What changed me was the realization that the opinions of others do not pay my bills, do not heal my wounds, and do not walk my path. They carry no weight unless I give them permission. And when I stopped carrying the burden of those imagined expectations, I felt lighter, freer, and more authentic.

The irony is, society respects those who do not bend to its every demand. The world admires people who have the courage to define themselves, even if it first criticizes them for it. By refusing to be enslaved by public opinion, you earn a kind of quiet strength, a backbone that whispers, I am enough, whether you approve or not.

The shift was profound. I stopped worrying about being seen, and started worrying about being real.

The times I felt most out of place..

Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.

Sometimes the hardest place to feel at home is in your own family.

There were countless times I felt out of place, cut sometimes in a crowded room, sometimes in my own home. Growing up, I was surrounded by a family who made me feel like a stranger under the same roof, parents who chose to be a support system for everyone else but me when I needed them most. It was not just an occasional feeling, it became the rhythm of my life, this quiet ache of not belonging anywhere.

But here is the beauty in it, sometimes being pushed out of comfort is what pushes you into yourself. Today, sitting in my own space, living alone, I have never felt more at peace. I belong to myself now. I carved out a place where I am not tolerated but celebrated, where I can breathe freely without shrinking to fit. I built a life that does not include those who once made me feel unwelcome in my own skin.

I realized belonging does not come from bloodlines or approval, it comes from creating a life that feels like home to your soul. And for the first time in my life, I can say, I belong here, because I belong to me.

My life without a computer..

Your life without a computer: what does it look like?

Take away the computer, and what remains is life in its raw form, slower, quieter, and far more human.

Imagine waking up in a world where the glow of a computer screen never exists, no quick keystrokes, no search engines to feed curiosity, no virtual doors into distant worlds. Life without a computer feels like a paradox, both quieter and heavier, slower yet strangely more demanding. It is a return to raw existence, where every action takes more effort, every task takes longer, and yet, perhaps, every moment feels more real.

Without a computer, my work would no longer be built on instant access and convenience. Research would mean shelves of books, not hyperlinks. Letters would return in the form of pen, paper, and postage stamps, carrying with them the tangible weight of patience. Creativity would not have the digital canvas to spill into, but it might take on new life in notebooks, sketchpads, or the rhythm of spoken word. The absence of a computer forces the human mind to lean harder on memory, imagination, and resourcefulness.

But beyond practicality, there is the emotional shift. Computers are not just tools, they are companions of the modern age. They hold our secrets in passwords, our memories in files, our voices in typed lines that reach across continents. Without them, there is a void, communication shrinks to what can be spoken face-to-face or written by hand. The digital communities that once provided comfort vanish, replaced by slower, more intimate connections. Loneliness might feel sharper, but the friendships and conversations I would have, would carry a rawness, a presence, a vulnerability untouched by screens.

And then there is time. Without a computer, hours would stretch differently. No endless scrolling, no tab after tab stealing attention. The distractions vanish, but so do the digital escapes. That time might be reclaimed for the physical world, walking, cooking, reading, writing by hand, or simply sitting in silence. The pace of life slows down, almost stubbornly, reminding me that not everything has to be instant to be meaningful.

Life without a computer is not simply an inconvenience, it is a transformation. It strips away the noise and places me face-to-face with the world as it is, unfiltered, unpredictable, sometimes painfully slow, but deeply human. In losing the computer, I gain perspective. I discover the value of patience, the sweetness of presence, and the power of doing things the long, hard, imperfect way.

Perhaps the real question is not what would life look like without a computer, but rather, how much of life have I missed because of one?

What skill would I like to learn..

What skill would you like to learn?

The skill I want most is to be half the woman my late mom was, patient, kind, unbreakable. She carried grief all her life and still loved with a heart of pure gold. That is a strength I am still learning.

If I could choose one skill to master, it would not be tied to a career, an achievement, or anything the world usually measures. It would be the skill of patience, kindness, and quiet strength, the very qualities my late mother carried so effortlessly.

My mother taught me that resilience is not loud. It does not announce itself. It shows up quietly in the way you love, in the way you keep giving even when life has taken from you, in the way you keep walking when your heart is heavy with loss. She lost her partner and yet never broke. She carried grief all her life but never allowed it to harden her heart. Instead, she wore her pain like invisible armor, still choosing kindness, still choosing love, still choosing to give of herself when the world would have excused her for shutting down.

That is a skill, to endure without becoming bitter, to ache without becoming empty, to give without expecting return. It is the rarest form of strength, the kind that does not seek applause, only the chance to keep loving despite the cost.

The skill I would most like to learn is how to be even half the woman she was, to hold a heart of pure gold in a world that sometimes feels made of stone. Because if I can inherit even a fraction of that patience, that understanding, that unbreakable grace, then I will have learned the most valuable skill life could ever teach me.

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?


Sometimes the details we overlook in ourselves are the very details that could rewrite our entire story.

What details of your life could you pay more attention to?

We spend so much of our lives looking outward, chasing goals, tending to others, reading between the lines of situations and people, that it is easy to miss the subtleties within our own lives that deserve more attention. If someone asked me what details I should focus on more, I would say this, the pauses, the patterns, and the progress.

The pauses, because I rarely allow myself to simply be. Life becomes a constant forward motion, but the silence in between carries wisdom. In those moments, I could learn how my soul truly feels instead of how I think it should feel.

The patterns, because they tell the truth about me. The habits I fall into, the people I attract, the battles I keep repeating, they are not accidents. They are clues. If I pay closer attention to them, I can break cycles that no longer serve me and strengthen the ones that lead to growth.

And the progress, because I tend to look at what is missing rather than what is gained. I push for the mountain top without pausing to see how high I have already climbed. Progress is not always loud, and if I do not pay attention to it, I risk underestimating my own resilience.

So, the details I should give more of myself to?

The small victories, the quiet needs, the whispers of my intuition, and the lessons that repeat until I learn them. These details do not scream for attention, but they carry the power to shift everything. The smallest details in your own life are not small at all, they are the compass points guiding who you are becoming.

What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?

What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?

My only competition is yesterday’s version of me, tomorrow, I plan to win again.

Mo citations, all my work is my own.

My number one priority for every tomorrow is simple, to be better than I was yesterday. I do not measure myself against anyone else, I do not chase after another person’s timeline, and I do not compete with borrowed standards. My race is with myself. My growth is the only yardstick that matters.

Every new day is another chance to sharpen what was dull, to strengthen what was weak, to soften what was hard, and to learn what I did not know. Mistakes do not define me, they refine me. Failures do not break me, they teach me. And no matter what comes, I owe it to myself to show up stronger, wiser, kinder, and more disciplined than the person I was the day before.

Because progress is not loud, it is consistent. And consistency, over time, creates transformation.

Dear ME,

I do not tell you this enough, but thank you. Thank you for surviving the days when hope felt fragile, for standing tall even when the weight of the world pressed hard against your chest. Thank you for the courage to keep going when giving up seemed easier, and for the patience to forgive yourself when mistakes were made.

Thank you for every small, quiet victory that no one saw, waking up when it was easier to stay under the covers, choosing kindness when anger whispered louder, and continuing to grow even when the path was uncertain. Thank you for believing in yourself when belief felt distant, for nurturing your dreams even in silence, and for loving in ways that often went unnoticed.

I appreciate you for your resilience, your honesty, your tenderness, and your unwavering willingness to try again. This gratitude is not about pride, it is about recognizing the immense strength in simply being you, in showing up, in choosing life each day. So, today, I pause and honor you, not for what you have achieved, but for who you are, for your courage, and for the love you continually show yourself.

With gratitude and love,

ME.

“The person who has carried you through your darkest days deserves the loudest thank you, and it is YOU.”

The trait I value most about myself..


My greatest trait is not what I have, it is what I carry, an unshakable strength of spirit that no storm can break. “Mumtaz Ebrahim Khatib”

If I had to choose one trait that defines me and that I value above all else, it would be my strength of spirit. Not the kind of strength that shouts or demands recognition, but the kind that endures, adapts, and rises no matter what weight life places on my shoulders.

I am the kind of person who feels deeply, yet stands firmly. I do not shy away from truth, even when it is uncomfortable. I face challenges with courage, not because it is easy, but because I have learned that nothing worth keeping comes without resilience. My strength shows in how I protect my peace, how I value my energy, and how I refuse to settle for less than what I know I deserve.

But this strength is not just about surviving, it is about growing. It is about turning pain into wisdom, disappointment into boundaries, and setbacks into comebacks. I know how to walk away from what depletes me, hold space for what nourishes me, and stand tall in my worth without apology.

If you know me, you know that I will always speak with conviction, move with intention, and carry myself with a mix of fire and grace. That is my essence. That is the trait I hold most dear, an unshakable strength of spirit that refuses to be broken, no matter how many times life tests me.

Advice from my beloved mom..

The devil will talk through the evil hearted, ignore and turn your head toward God and know you are protected.. Walk away, protect your peace.. Advice from my late mom

Life without music #deepthought


Without music, the world moves, but the soul forgets to dance.

Life without music would be like a sky without color, or coffee without the buzz, technically still “there,” but missing the heartbeat. 🎶 Music is not just sound, it is memory, mood, magic. It is the secret pulse behind our laughter, tears, love, and rebellion. Without it, even joy feels a little hollow, and sadness… well, that would just linger without someone to turn it into art.

Imagine walking through a world muted. Streets are silent, not the peaceful kind, but the kind that presses on your ears like a weight. People move like ghosts, nodding to no rhythm, speaking words that float away without melody to catch them. Laughter has no bounce, love letters lose their spark, even rain falls without dancing. Memories feel dimmer, because the songs that once carried them are gone.

Life without music is a muted world, but even in that silence, the soul never forgets its own song.

And yet… somewhere deep inside, the human heart still hums. A faint vibration of longing, a quiet rebellion against the silence, because even without music, we remember the way it made us feel, and that alone keeps hope alive.