When Them Tables Turn..

When them tables turn, do not lose your appetite.

Because I remember when I was the meal, served cold, mocked, picked apart, and left to starve on my own silence. I remember when they fed off my weakness, when they mistook my kindness for lack of spine, when my tears became their entertainment, and my heart became their playground. But I stayed ..

I stayed hungry. Hungry to heal. Hungry to rise. Hungry to become everything they said I could not.

See, people get real bold when they think you will never stand again. They confuse your quiet for defeat, your peace for surrender, your heart for weakness. But let me tell you, the same pain they fed you, the same storms they threw your way, are the very things that built your table. And now that the plates have turned, that the same mouths that cursed your name now whisper it in awe .. Do not lose your appetite.

Because I ate my heartbreak raw. I swallowed my pride, chewed on betrayal, digested humiliation, and still had room for growth. I fed on lessons no one warned me about, I dined with disappointment until I learned to season my strength. And babe, I never lost my taste for victory, even when it came bitter.

So when them tables turn, do not get soft. Do not start preaching forgiveness if they never knew repentance. Eat that shit like I did .. Cold, quiet, and with the same straight face they once wore when it was your pain on the plate. You do not owe anyone the softness they refused you. You owe yourself the satisfaction of not flinching when karma finally serves the main course.

This is not about revenge .. It is about balance. It is about remembering that every tear you cried was a seed, and now it is harvest season. You do not need to gloat, your peace is loud enough. You do not need to prove a point, your glow already screams it. Just eat. Eat the silence, the justice, the shift, the reckoning .. Because you earned every damn bite.

And if your hands shake when you lift that fork .. Let them. That is not weakness, that is release. That is your soul realising that the very pain that tried to kill you became your feast. You stayed at the table long enough to be served.

So, when them tables turn, do not lose your appetite. Eat it with grace. With grit. With GOD watching and karma cooking. Because I did .. And trust me, it tastes like peace.

“Thank You for the Free PR”..

Do you notice how the people who claim to dislike you always seem to know the most about you? It is funny, is not it? You post a photo, they see it before your best friend does. You share a thought, they analyse it like it is a United Nations report. You move in silence, and somehow, they still whisper about it. Babe, that is not hate .. That is free marketing.

Somewhere out there, your name is the topic of a full-blown conference call, and you did not even have to book the venue. They will sit in group chats like unpaid interns, monitoring your progress like it is a stock market they wish they invested in. You could sneeze, and by sunset, it would ill be, “Did you hear she is allergic to attention now?” The audacity is almost impressive.

The Truth???

Haters do not actually hate you, they hate the reflection of what they could be if they had your courage. You remind them of the dreams they dropped, the fire they could not maintain, and the confidence they lost trying to please a world that never cared. You are living proof that surviving without approval is possible, and that burns them more than any insult could.

So let them talk. Let them refresh your profile like it is breaking news. Let them sit around dissecting your glow-up like it is a crime scene. Because every time your name rolls off their tongue, you win again. They do not even realise they are fuelling your momentum, every whisper, every side-eye, every rumor keeps your name alive in rooms you have never stepped into.

You do not need to clap back. You do not even need to flinch. The best revenge is peace and progress .. And the quiet sound of your blessings stacking while they are still talking. You see, when you have got real purpose, you do not compete with gossip, you compete with your own potential.

And that is what separates you from them. You are out here building while they are busy belittling. You are focused on your next move, while they are stuck replaying your last one. You are cashing in results, they are cashing in screenshots.

So, to the audience of undercover fans who cannot keep your name out of their mouths, thank you.

Thank you for the free PR, for keeping the algorithm alive, for reminding the world who the main character really is. Keep watching, you might just learn something.

Because the finale?

Oh, honey. It is not an argument. It is not a post. It is not even a response. The finale is success, loud, undeniable, and served with silence.

And when that curtain closes, you will not need to say..

“I told you so.”

Your results will say it louder than you ever could.

“How Much Would I Pay to Go to the Moon?”

How much would you pay to go to the moon?

“How much would you pay to go to the moon?”
A simple question.. But for me, it is not about rockets or money, it is about peace..
And peace? That is priceless.
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If someone asked me how much I would pay to go to the moon, I would not answer in numbers, I would answer in scars. Because money feels too small a currency for the price of peace. See, for me, the moon is not just a destination, it is an escape. It is silence without sorrow. It is the kind of distance no heartbreak can breach, no phone call can break, and no memory can find its way into.

I would pay every sleepless night that ever haunted me. I would pay every tear I have ever cried over things I could not change, over people who never stayed, over versions of myself I had to bury to survive. I would pay my pain, my disappointments, and all the noise that lives inside my head. I would give my left arm if it meant I could finally drift in a place where gravity does not pull at my soul the way life does.

Because, let us be honest, sometimes the weight of living feels heavier than the pull of the earth. The expectations, the mistakes, the regrets, the endless chase to be “okay” when nothing really feels okay, they all pile up. So when I think about the moon, I do not think about space suits and shuttle rides. I think about freedom. I think about breathing in silence that does not demand an explanation.

I think about floating, not just in the physical sense, but emotionally, spiritually, just floating, finally unbothered, finally unburdened.

They say the moon is cold, empty, and lifeless. But maybe that is exactly why it feels so inviting. Maybe peace has always looked a little lonely from the outside. Maybe quiet does not need to be filled. Maybe that is the kind of solitude I have been craving, not loneliness, but stillness. Not isolation, but release.

And if we are talking logistics, yes, a trip to the moon would cost hundreds of millions of Rands. But here is the truth.. Peace of mind feels just as rare. Some people spend their entire lives trying to buy happiness, chasing love, success, or validation, and still come back empty. So how much would I pay to go to the moon? Everything that ever hurt me. Every version of me that settled for less. Every time I said “I am fine” when I was not. Every broken piece I have carried just to keep going.

I would pay it all. Because up there, no one could reach me. Not their opinions. Not their expectations. Not their ghosts. Just me, the stars, and the sound of my own breathing, alive, finally unchained from the noise of the world.

Maybe one day, they will sell tickets to the moon. But until then, I will keep searching for little ways to go there without ever leaving. Through silence, through prayer, through writing, through healing. Because the truth is, sometimes “the moon” is not miles away, it is the moment you choose yourself above everything that tried to destroy you.

So, how much would I pay to go to the moon?

Everything I have ever survived.

And honestly, that feels like a fair trade.

KARMA HAS NO MENU…

You made an enemy out of me, congratulations. You gave me a reason to rise. But remember this, you do not get to pick the weapon God chooses. And you will not like how He fights for the ones He loves.

There are people who mistake silence for weakness, smiles for submission, or scars for surrender. They size you up like a menu, choosing outrage as if it is a dish they ordered, then waiting politely for fate to serve them what they think is owed. They forget one blunt, brutal truth, karma has no menu. You do not get to customize the portion, you get served what you deserve.

Think of me as the storm you never saw coming, quiet at first, gathering wind in places only grief knows. I learned to hold my breath, count my steps, and fold my hurt into careful, sharp shapes. I learned to build cathedrals out of the small rebellions, a sentence written at dawn, a boundary set at dusk, a refusal made without apology. Those cathedrals were not fragile, they were sanctuaries with stained-glass windows that let the light in and the predators out.

You mistook my waiting for complacency. That is your mistake. Waiting is not passive, it is strategic. It is the slow, patient sharpening of an edge until the world finally feels it. God does not rush. He does not need to. He is slow as thunder and precise as a scalpel. When He moves for you, the movement is tidy and final, accounts are balanced, debts repaid, and masks come loose without an audience.

Let me be clear, this is not a prayer for vengeance dressed as poetry. It is a stubborn faith in cosmic balance and moral consequence. It is the recognition that cruelty boomerangs, betrayal blooms on its own poisonous vine, and the seed of every unjust action is fertile with inevitable return. You can plot, you can gloat, you can attempt to rearrange a life, but there are forces that will not be negotiated with. They answer only to truth.

God fighting for me looks nothing like what you expect. It does not always strike in lightning bolts or loud spectacle. Often it arrives as a quiet recalibration, opportunities coming to me when doors slammed on you, people discovering the truth of who you are while your lies fall apart in isolation, the safety you thought you might have eroding into a new vulnerability you never intended to face. It arrives as justice wearing the ordinary clothes of timing and consequence.

There is a deeper, crueler lesson that life hands out, sometimes the downfall is not a single, cinematic collapse. Sometimes it is the slow erosion of privilege, the quiet exposure of character, the gentle but relentless evaporation of support you took for granted. Karma can be subtle, a mirror placed where you cannot avoid it, a loneliness that was once someone else’s problem, a chain of small embarrassments that build into a pattern you can no longer pretend to ignore. The worst turns are not always headlines. They are the intimate, uncompromising rearrangements that force you to face what you did.

And yet, there is mercy threaded through vengeance. When GOD fights for you, He does more than punish the enemy, He redeems the battlefield. Broken things are mended into stronger forms. Lessons that felt like cruelty become the architecture of your armor. The people who laughed at you are often the first to notice the change, and they will squint, jealous and bewildered, at the quiet prosperity of someone they once dismissed.

Do not mistake my fierceness for malice. I do not relish the downfall of another. I only insist on my worth. I insist that harm done to me be seen, named, and accounted for. And if the accounting comes as consequence for you, know that I did not call it down. I simply stopped carrying your chaos as my burden. I stopped bargaining for your conscience. I closed the door, turned the key, and allowed the ledger to reopen with whoever, whatever, or however the universe settles scores.

This is a warning wrapped in a benediction, treat people like they are disposable and the world will eventually show you how durable they can become without you. Break someone’s trust and watch as your own safety becomes negotiable, not by me but by Fate. You will not like the quiet ways your steadiness unravels. The applause you expected at my undoing will be replaced by a hollow echo that only you can hear. That echo is the sound of karma setting the table without asking your preference.

There is, too, a fiercer intimacy in being protected. When the divine intercedes, it often uses the hands of strangers, the timing of coincidence, the tiny mercies that accumulate into a life reconfigured. It is not always dramatic, it is rarely indulgent. It is the exactness with which balance is restored when people finally see what you were worth all along. You will not like the way good fortune finds the steady and the wounded who refused to become bitter. You will not like the way your plans crumble while mine rearrange to become something truer.

So go on, make your enemies. Arrange your alliances like chess pieces and call it strategy. But remember that chess is played on a board you cannot see through. Pieces move by rules you did not write. The God who fights for me plays with a hand of inevitability. His plays are small, surgical, and mercilessly kind.

And when the day comes that your life tilts, when the comfortable things scatter like fragile glass, do not be surprised. Surprised is for people who assumed the universe owed them anonymity for their choices. You will be served what you served. Karma has no menu, but it always knows the order.

You made an enemy out of me, now watch how quietly GOD rearranges your life so that you never mistake grace for weakness again.